Fear...

Thoughts of the past aren't like the one you face
Sitting in a confrence room confronting good girl to bad girl face to face
Everything was a nice smoothe ride
Now everthing changed into a dangerous roller coster ride
Life seems to be spinning out of control
What happened to a perfect family and everyone being themselves and the true me
Most of all, what happened to the perfect part of my life which is slowly fading
I hate you! she yelled
Why can't they all understand I like myself for who I am
Beacuse I've changed why is this happeneing
Thoughts racing pictures quickly flashing all the bad things she'd done
And how much she affected in her life
Everything all seem to be a blur
Shaking her head back and fourth yelling for it to stop
Looking in the mirror all she see in the room is no one but her.

Walking up to the mirror
Looking at the river of tears running down her face
Anger took it's toll and built up and then...
She goes out of control as if she wasn't heself anymore
Then...she punches and shatters the mirror
Standing on the other side was her fear
herself...