Speak

Slienced of words that I speak
Slienced from what my mind reeks
My mind is telling me to speak but my body wont allow to speak my words aloud
It seems as if I'm too young to be taken seriously
A wrold crashing down on me to what is seemed as people always judging me
Sometimes I just can't wonder if this is how it's ment to be
But as time and time again goes on by
The more and more I want to speak
It seems as if before the words I spoken of were useless
It makes me so enraged
Because I'm so young that doesn't mean you can't trust me
Unless that's what you made me to be
So I've had enough....

Words came pouring out of me
I was once a prisinor of words but then I suddenly broke free
Broke free of those who want to write me off on the wall
Broke free of those who couldn't care less to trust me
I know what's real
I know what's true
I know if you give me a chance to speak my "POETRY & THOUGHTS IN MY MIND"
It's from what's in my heart
I speak the truth
I know what's right for me and I definitally know what's not
People make mistakes it's apart of life
There are times when you think your right
Theres time when you know your right
If you have something to say I will listen and then you'll hear what I have to say
I will fight for what I know deep down in my heart through my own words

I'm tired of having the stress on my back
Those who done something to me haven't seen me react
Words Words Words are always holding me back
But not this time...
I will react to what nescessary
There was so much tension going on in my head but now it is released in a much healthier way
I have a lot to overcome for myself
I am strong and speaking about what's on my mind will make me even stronger
I've learned to SPEAK...

Sometimes...

Sometimes I daze away
Daze away into my own imaginary world
Just for that moment I'm gone
Until
Everything comes back into focus
Sometimes I wish a lot of wishes
Sometimes I wish the nearly impossible
Sometimes I wish to prove those wrong
They day when I can speak up about "Thoughts. In my Mind" aloud
Sometimes I wish I can turn back the hands of time
A time in history just for that moment I'll be gone reliving happy times
Sometimes I don't know why
Why this happens
WHy thats happens
But I guess it all happens for a reason
But I guess it's better not knowing the answer at all
Sometimes it makes me cry
But I try to show no tears
Show no weekness of emotion
But all I wanted to know is why
Maybe sometimes you can help me find out

Hiku Poems

Red Wild Flarey Flames
Hotter Then A Summer Day
With The Color Rage


Stormy Weather Breeze
Stormy Waves Of Stormy Seas
Water Splashes Free

The Tears I Cry

The tears I cry is because of you
Running down my face dropping on a piece of paper from me to you
The tears I cry is because of what you are to me
Your my SuperHuman who always saves my day
Super love is what you have to make sure I'm never sad
You are most of all my Big brother that's one of a kind
The tears I cry is because of the fun times I reminise that makes a smile of my face
I cry the tears of joy
Each tear I cry has its own meaning
The tears I cry are sometimes unexplainable
Just a sudden tear running down my face not because I'm sad well just a little but
I just cant explain the meaning of my tears nowadays
The tears I cry is of missing you and having the strength to not let go
I love my big brother with or without you by my side for the moment
I cry my tears but I'm still smiling...

In My Mind

Sometimes when I'm scared of the world
Or afraid of myself,
When I can't escape my past
Or face my future
I can find refuge
In my mind.

Sometimes when the clouds have swollen
The sun has hidden
The rain is pouring
And my day is ruined
I can find beautiful rays of glorious weather
In my mind

Sometimes when I'm chained to the authority of others
And my decisions can only exist behind an iron mask,
When I'm oppressed by opinions and subsequently depressed by reactions
I can find freedom and peace
In my mind.

When time goes by too quickly
Or when it instantly stops
When July has snow
And December is hot
When I can be transparent and true to me,
All will be fine...
But til then, I'll spend my time
Waiting
In my mind.

The Blinded eyes...( the Not To Be Understood)

The blinded eyes are those who seek nothing that defines me
Based on what they seek through their eyes is just a beautiful figure but nothing more
Many see one thing, a few see different
The unblinded eyes are those who seek further to what might define me as; why so different
Those who dare to seek take risks to capture ones heart from the many others
Those who dare might seek too far down ones heart and might be the one to get hurt
Those eyes become filled with hatred
Heartbroken forever?
Because you left me I feel no guilt, no sorrow nor pain
Because your eyes once again became blinded not because of the image you see nor whats beyond but, a sudden change of heart which I cannot explain
You can't feel what you've done because of what you've became blinded by
Eventually that false feeling will perish away and you begin to feel the heartbroken
Be the heartbroken and to undo what has been done
Because of the sudden change of heart it will not be the same it will be damaged
The damaged can heal but never be the same
But the one who learn will not have the same damage once more
That damage makes me stronger
They call me the heartbreaker, not because I break them
Because they break me but I'm not damaged
I'm stronger and more alive
The blinded eyes of those seek nothing that defines me will never mean nothing to me

Teddy Bears

There are so many teddy bears
Big ones and small ones Blue ones or even pink ones
Teddy bears can be a gift for The young or even the old
Teddy bears are our buddy we carry around
Or the ones we sleep with by our side
Or the ones we hold tight in time of need
Teddy bears are the ones who might understand us the most
They just listen
Teddy Bears