Growing Pains

Sometimes I feel invisible
Invisible to the world
'Cause nobody ever listens
Listens to my words

It hurts so much, this expansion
Stretching since my birth
I'm stuck in the middle of dimensions
Not to mention I'm here on earth

Oh, this pain I feel is normal
Or I guess that's what they say
Wear my heart on my shoulder
Or its written all over my face
I can't seem to find solitude
Can't seem to find my place
I guess I chalk it up to
Simply growing pains

Like standing alone in a crowded room
Or april without may
Like a writer with no utensils
Or a painter with no paint

Impossiblities are my reality
Normalcy is my fate
But I can't settle for what's given to me
I've got to make my way.

Oh, this pain I feel is normal
Or I guess that's what they say
Wear my heart on my shoulder
Or its written all over my face
I can't seem to find solitude
Can't seem to find my place
I guess I chalk it up to
Simply growing pains

Time

Time on the wall ticking on by
Seconds quickly going on by as minutes come and go
Hours building by time as weeks goes by
Months begin to come which eventually and turns into years

Time on the wall suddenly stops
Memories are visualized taken back into time
Reliving memories of the past
A first kiss
A first dis
A loss...
A new one enters
Time to see history made
A new era of style, music, fashion
Times of lessons learned
Timing back to lost memories

Time on the wall suddenly repeats
Thoughts of times of the bad and good
Time repeating lost in deep down thoughts
Time confronting you in the face
Restless times
Exhale

Time on the wall ticking on by
Time stops and repeats and continues to go on by
Time on the wall is what I'm living to the fullest by
Confronting me on how much it means to me
Having exhale of the thrill of times I relive
Have lesson learned to teach me more
Waiting for the time to start living my life with you
What are you doing with your time?

Pictures

Captured quickly
Lasting forever
Funny how a memory can be held.

Snapshot discovery
Frozen reality
Serious how time can be stopped

Past wishes
Future hopes
Interesting how space can be frozen in time.

Mental complexity
Spiritual simplicity
Helpful how faith can be spawned by sight

I dream in snapshots
I pray in polaroids
I'll wait for reality to reach scientology
And my negative reel to meet positivity.

I'll watch as the old fades to new,
Waiting for the candles to be blown out, the first steps, or first kiss,
That last memory to become my first reality
And the past experience to become my present,
And my future will be decorated with digital stills of the memories that helped me to get to me end...

Thank you pictures, thank you friends...

Speak

Slienced of words that I speak
Slienced from what my mind reeks
My mind is telling me to speak but my body wont allow to speak my words aloud
It seems as if I'm too young to be taken seriously
A wrold crashing down on me to what is seemed as people always judging me
Sometimes I just can't wonder if this is how it's ment to be
But as time and time again goes on by
The more and more I want to speak
It seems as if before the words I spoken of were useless
It makes me so enraged
Because I'm so young that doesn't mean you can't trust me
Unless that's what you made me to be
So I've had enough....

Words came pouring out of me
I was once a prisinor of words but then I suddenly broke free
Broke free of those who want to write me off on the wall
Broke free of those who couldn't care less to trust me
I know what's real
I know what's true
I know if you give me a chance to speak my "POETRY & THOUGHTS IN MY MIND"
It's from what's in my heart
I speak the truth
I know what's right for me and I definitally know what's not
People make mistakes it's apart of life
There are times when you think your right
Theres time when you know your right
If you have something to say I will listen and then you'll hear what I have to say
I will fight for what I know deep down in my heart through my own words

I'm tired of having the stress on my back
Those who done something to me haven't seen me react
Words Words Words are always holding me back
But not this time...
I will react to what nescessary
There was so much tension going on in my head but now it is released in a much healthier way
I have a lot to overcome for myself
I am strong and speaking about what's on my mind will make me even stronger
I've learned to SPEAK...

Sometimes...

Sometimes I daze away
Daze away into my own imaginary world
Just for that moment I'm gone
Until
Everything comes back into focus
Sometimes I wish a lot of wishes
Sometimes I wish the nearly impossible
Sometimes I wish to prove those wrong
They day when I can speak up about "Thoughts. In my Mind" aloud
Sometimes I wish I can turn back the hands of time
A time in history just for that moment I'll be gone reliving happy times
Sometimes I don't know why
Why this happens
WHy thats happens
But I guess it all happens for a reason
But I guess it's better not knowing the answer at all
Sometimes it makes me cry
But I try to show no tears
Show no weekness of emotion
But all I wanted to know is why
Maybe sometimes you can help me find out

Hiku Poems

Red Wild Flarey Flames
Hotter Then A Summer Day
With The Color Rage


Stormy Weather Breeze
Stormy Waves Of Stormy Seas
Water Splashes Free