The Tears I Cry

The tears I cry is because of you
Running down my face dropping on a piece of paper from me to you
The tears I cry is because of what you are to me
Your my SuperHuman who always saves my day
Super love is what you have to make sure I'm never sad
You are most of all my Big brother that's one of a kind
The tears I cry is because of the fun times I reminise that makes a smile of my face
I cry the tears of joy
Each tear I cry has its own meaning
The tears I cry are sometimes unexplainable
Just a sudden tear running down my face not because I'm sad well just a little but
I just cant explain the meaning of my tears nowadays
The tears I cry is of missing you and having the strength to not let go
I love my big brother with or without you by my side for the moment
I cry my tears but I'm still smiling...

In My Mind

Sometimes when I'm scared of the world
Or afraid of myself,
When I can't escape my past
Or face my future
I can find refuge
In my mind.

Sometimes when the clouds have swollen
The sun has hidden
The rain is pouring
And my day is ruined
I can find beautiful rays of glorious weather
In my mind

Sometimes when I'm chained to the authority of others
And my decisions can only exist behind an iron mask,
When I'm oppressed by opinions and subsequently depressed by reactions
I can find freedom and peace
In my mind.

When time goes by too quickly
Or when it instantly stops
When July has snow
And December is hot
When I can be transparent and true to me,
All will be fine...
But til then, I'll spend my time
Waiting
In my mind.

The Blinded eyes...( the Not To Be Understood)

The blinded eyes are those who seek nothing that defines me
Based on what they seek through their eyes is just a beautiful figure but nothing more
Many see one thing, a few see different
The unblinded eyes are those who seek further to what might define me as; why so different
Those who dare to seek take risks to capture ones heart from the many others
Those who dare might seek too far down ones heart and might be the one to get hurt
Those eyes become filled with hatred
Heartbroken forever?
Because you left me I feel no guilt, no sorrow nor pain
Because your eyes once again became blinded not because of the image you see nor whats beyond but, a sudden change of heart which I cannot explain
You can't feel what you've done because of what you've became blinded by
Eventually that false feeling will perish away and you begin to feel the heartbroken
Be the heartbroken and to undo what has been done
Because of the sudden change of heart it will not be the same it will be damaged
The damaged can heal but never be the same
But the one who learn will not have the same damage once more
That damage makes me stronger
They call me the heartbreaker, not because I break them
Because they break me but I'm not damaged
I'm stronger and more alive
The blinded eyes of those seek nothing that defines me will never mean nothing to me

Teddy Bears

There are so many teddy bears
Big ones and small ones Blue ones or even pink ones
Teddy bears can be a gift for The young or even the old
Teddy bears are our buddy we carry around
Or the ones we sleep with by our side
Or the ones we hold tight in time of need
Teddy bears are the ones who might understand us the most
They just listen
Teddy Bears

Lost for the moment

Lost in the moment for now and forever
Reminiscing the times of her warm touch
Reminiscing her sweet soft voice as if I was listening to the perfect harmony of sweet sounds
Lost in the times when I always followed her as little duck follows momma duck
Lost in the times I was known as her walking stick always being by her side
Lost in the times when it was just me and her as mother and daughter

Lost in the moment for now and forever
Lost in the moment of the good ol' smell of her lovely cooking that still passes through my nose
Never getting old
My favorite of whipped cream and jello which was hard in some parts
And her most famous in her child's eyes, her homemade cake
Lost in the moment of the cherishable moments
Lost in the moment of her motherness to me
Lost in the moment of endless times

Lost in the moment of how much she meant to me for now and forever...

Hidden Within

Things hidden within
The things no one will ever see
Unless that is if you try
Everyone has a talent
Who doesn't
How can you know if dont try it
People who dont try something fail themselves from finding what they might truly love
Dertermined to make that talent their lifesyle
Talent is who you are
If you happen to have more then one you multi-talented
It makes you a wonder to others what your really capable of doing
Maybe the impossibe or maybe the greatest in what you do
Make history
Be that someone everyone talks about
About that wonderful talent that was once hidden but is now out there for the world to know about
You need to try something in order to know if you're good at it, if it works
Me...?
Basketball was pretty much my first talent
Never saw it coming to me til I tryed it
6th grade since Im the curious one wanted to try the saxophone
Couldnt play a single note
But I practiced ever since then and fell in love with the concept of music
Basketball have made me stronger physically and mentally
The saxophone also made me stronger mentally to be able to read the language of music
Also it made me more expressful
So in all of this I want everyone to know you if you have a talent stick with it
You just might be greater then you expected
Find your talent and dont give up on it and set the bar to greatness
Find that hidden talent and don't let it go to waste, it's something to cherish

"Always remember that the saddest thing in life is a wasted talent" - 1 of my Role Models/ Heros